November 22, 2005
sebel bgt akhir2 ini smua schedule amburadul
so many things need to be finish as soon as possible ….
but why they cant understand tht im a human tooo …..
i cant do all of them at the same time
im not a robot rit …????
ini juga, sifat males + bored
semakin menjadi2 akhir ini,
males dikit, uda ga masuk kuliah
uda ada bbrp mata kuliah yg hampir kena presensi
payahhhhhhhh …… u r “great” this semester rin …. 
actually i never do like this since i became a student college here
whrs my old motivation … haaaa …..
modul C# …. WebChart(vb.net) … Servlet(PSIBO) … Proposal Metpen … Oracle ….
all of them must be clear this week ……..
waaaaaaaaaaaa …… i just wanna screamming
huh ….
Wah lama ga nge-blog jd inget hrs ngelarat satu postingan (The End.)
but sblmnya aq ngucapin terima kasih bgt ma tmen2 yg uda care bgt ma aq
uda ngisi coment2 yg memberi semangat dan mau berbagi …
aq ga jd The End dgn ‘dia’
gt aja dulu informasinya …. next di sambung lg
oh ya … trims bgt jg buat Mbro
yg uda ngasi saran …. ” Hati ga isa di bohongi dan pikiran lebih masuk akal … “
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I’m wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good enough for you
I can’t pretend that
I’m alright
And you can’t change me
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be perfect
Now it’s just too late and
We can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’s alright
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be perfect
Now it’s just too late and
We can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be perfect
Nothing’s gonna change the things that you said
Nothing’s gonna make this right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you don’t understand
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be perfect
Now it’s just too late and
We can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be perfect
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be perfect
Now it’s just too late and
We can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be perfect
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Specially to my dady …
i knw me as ur daughter cant make u proud exactly…
but pls trust me ….
i will do all of my best to show to you tht i can
hmmm ……
